Out of the shadows, here I emerge ๐Ÿ™‚
Confused more than ever, shaken, integrating like a Mofo, scared..I have been trying to make sense of what happened on the Merge last week and I have no freaking clue..
I know this though..
I am eternally grateful for being a part of such an incredible soul family the work we have chosen to come to do is anything else but easy..it requires persistence, will, massive loads of COURAGE and I would say craziness! Big loads of massive silliness on our side to be here, right now!
I have been feeling all sorts of things last week..absolute bliss, tears of release, profound and deep fear of not knowing, tears of realisation, my chest has been sore from all heart opening.
I have found my lost wings as well felt so magical..bizzare. feeling like a crazy person again
And yet seems so real..
Just haven’t used them for long time so it feels quite confusing now..not knowing what to do with them..
I think that I am actually trying to fly with my feet still on Earth..trying to be part of both..hmm.. I just realised that is not what will probably work you can’t both stay and go, right?
My souls is screaming for things to happen now and I have the sense that if I don’t act the Universe will swiftly help me that makes me a bit nervous ๐Ÿ˜›
What a journey!
I don’t know what it would look like if it wasn’t for you, fellow crazy souls
Deeply grateful for the way you show up here! Those who I have met and even those I haven’t yet. Because we are all here for a reason and TOGETHER is how we create the MAGIC
For me, having you all here for allthe love and giggles is the best gift ever